This weekend is the most important weekend in the Christian calendar and I started it in my room feeling sorry for myself.
I tried to remind myself that Jesus died for me to even have the ability to sit down and think about “me, me, me” but even that didn’t help much.
Luckily for us God knows how we work and I almost always try to escape myself by watching videos on YouTube. After several motivational messages I find myself here typing with a new revelation about myself.
I’m determined to live my life uplifting people and encouraging them with my speech and my words but I missed an important step – I have to learn to uplift MYSELF FIRST.
That may sound selfish but it’s not really. The Bible says we should love others as we love ourselves. If I’m not loving myself first I won’t know how to love you. And we find out about ourselves by keeping our eyes on the Lord.
Don’t worry I do love myself – sometimes borderline vanity (oh dear) but I’m learning balance and consistency.
Stay tuned because the best is yet to come! Especially because after I post this I’m going to start sorting my life out. Starting from this messy room (I find I don’t function well in mess)
Speak soon x
